To loose a Soulmate... (To find oneself...)

A lot of our friends said we were like "One person"... And we were! We were like you!

When we met my world turned upside down. It started rotating in your direction. Even before I knew your name you made my heart beat faster every time I saw you on the street. When someone finally told me, I kept your name in my heart. First time you spoke to me, I thought it had to be some kind of misunderstanding.

You invited me to your place, and I came, filled with awe. We had everything in common, and destiny had finally brought us together. I was the only one who understood you. I was the chosen one.

This was sacred.

I shared your bed at night, and didn't sleep. I spent the night watching you, and listening to the sound of your breath.

One year was the exact time. Then I did what you did not want me to. I followed my heart. My young God changed into demon and the curses rained upon me.

Then the search started. Who was I - without you? What was my life without your visions? What was MY thoughts and opinions when I threw off yours?

The result is maybe not so spectacular. But it is real, it is mine!

It is me.

The Day I rejected my Puppy

So, to remove all doubt ; We speak of a human puppy. A puppy that i found less than a year ago, and she suspected the had a soul - and she was looking for it. I loved her from the first moment.

We have worked together for a long time now. Both of us have grew, and both of us detected more and more of our inner life.

She called me her teacher, as I told her what I knew and what I experienced. We shared, discussed and quarreled. And she grew. One day I had nothing more to teach her. The sweet girl I got to know, was now my strong and shining equal. So it was time for me to let go, our pupil/ teacher relationship has ended.

We love each other and respect each other. Go further, my friend, climb the towers of a thousand doors, let the sky be the limit!

There are a lot more puppies to come. And one day very very soon, she will have her own puppy to pass her great wisdom on to.

Go girl! Light the fire!!